Having flu and fever now ><’
Whole body feels so cold even after wearing so many layers of clothing..
I hope I can get well by Friday or latest Saturday…

Him: Why are you so fat?
Me: Because.
Him: Is it because your ex dumped you thats why?
Me: -facepalm- Why must everything be related to relationships.. ==

Seriously?! Why. Can’t I be fat because I like to eat??!!

My head hurts like fucking shit.
My tooth feels like something is fucking drilling it on the inside.
I’ve taken 6 pills of panadol within 6 hours and its not fucking helping me at all.
All I want is just a few hours of sleep, please dear body, Let. Me. Sleep.

我好像是多余的。。。
如果有那么的一天我消失了，会不会有人想念或担心我吗？
我真的很讨厌这样的我。。。

为什么我会那么在意别人的意见呢？
为什么我会那么容易吃醋呢？

每当我看到别人那么开心，我就觉得很伤心。。
我到底有哪里比不上他们？
是不是我不够美？还是我不够幽默？

为什么我会那么的自私？
看到朋友们那么开心，我不是也该为他们感到开心吗？
那。。究竟是为什么呢？

我真的真的很讨厌现在的我。
现在的我真的，真的。。很恶心。

But now I’m feeling sick.. ;A;A;

Today is the last day of my sem break…
Tomorrow will the be the first day of my second sem.
HOW THE HELL DID OVER ONE MONTH OF HOLIDAYS DISAPPEARED TO?!?!

It feels like yesterday was my first day of the sem break… ><
I’m not looking forward to the first day… 
ITS AN ENTIRE FUCKING DAY OF CHEMISTRY!!!!!!

Wow.. Geez thanks for the encouragement Mum.
Yeah I wonder about that too, why God made you give birth to such a worthless daughter like me.
I mean all I’m ever good for is to argue with you, right?

You don’t have to tolerate me if you don’t want to.
I will find a way to vanish forever so you won’t have to deal with such an irresponsible, stubborn and worthless daughter like me.